Tuesday, April 23, 2013

And the day ends...



       I'm so happy.1  Right now, it feels as if the world has a thousand possibilities, and I finally have the momentum to follow through.2 Part of me wishes I was a little bit dumb. You know, one that can mindlessly resolve to do what I need to everyday and block out stress and mostly my laziness.3  Until then, I will just be a mind with dreams.4
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1 It could be starting my day with interval jogging or the Summermoon coffee after work. It’s been a pretty good day.
2 Again, could be this morning’s workout or the caffeine intoxication.
3 I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have someone control me. Wait a second, let me explain. This person would be able to help me mindlessly get things done, to act when asked, not plan. When I come home, someone could tell me to go practice my viola, instead of me contemplating practicing. It’s odd that just planning and knowing the long haul of what has to be done wears me out.
4 Like every person. And carry around that belligerent arrogance that I could have done something with my life.

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